I have a lot of feelings
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altogetherisi aka, memes are a great way of procrastinating.
10 things you want to say to 10 people right now
1. I expected it, but it still hurts to be so cleanly separated out from your life. I don't even blame you or take it personally. But I miss you, and it hurts that you don't miss me.
2. I cannot believe how badly I apparently misjudged our "friendship". I thought we were brain twins, that we were platonic soul mates, that this friendship would become such an integral part of my life. And now I don't even know if I'll still be friends with you when I next see you, forget in 20 years time.
3. I like you, and I think you are a lot of fun, but I'm starting to find myself wishing you weren't sleeping around so much. I don't want to say anything to you, because it's your body and you should absolutely be free to use and enjoy it as much and however you want, and you do seem to be enjoying yourself, and I don't think less of you because of the sex itself. But I think some of the people you are attracting casually with little regard on your part really like you, and that you are sending them mixed and hurtful messages and that it's not fair on them. Also, I am totally jealous.
4. Don't you think this has gone on long enough? Stop it. Grow up.
5. I'm so over you! Oh, by the way, I was so into you.
6. I love and appreciate your friendship so much. So much I think it might be weird to try to express to you. It's not weird, you are just awesome, and I wish we spent more time together. You are the best.
7. I feel left out, and I'm not sure how to win you over to liking and including me.
8. I'm sorry for what I did to you, how I treated you. I shouldn't have done that, and given the option to go back and change things I would absolutely be better to you. I'm sorry, I really am.
9. You know what I think? I think you should have kissed me. I think we should be dating. I think if you gave us a chance I would surprise you at being just what you want and need. I think you should text me first, and I think you should buy me a drink, and I think you should kiss me. I think you should look back at me. I think you should care about what I think.
10. You rock. Thank you for everything you've done for me, continue to do for me, and know you will do for me in the future. I don't know what I'd do without you. You mean so much to me.
Feelings, I haz them.
10 things you want to say to 10 people right now
1. I expected it, but it still hurts to be so cleanly separated out from your life. I don't even blame you or take it personally. But I miss you, and it hurts that you don't miss me.
2. I cannot believe how badly I apparently misjudged our "friendship". I thought we were brain twins, that we were platonic soul mates, that this friendship would become such an integral part of my life. And now I don't even know if I'll still be friends with you when I next see you, forget in 20 years time.
3. I like you, and I think you are a lot of fun, but I'm starting to find myself wishing you weren't sleeping around so much. I don't want to say anything to you, because it's your body and you should absolutely be free to use and enjoy it as much and however you want, and you do seem to be enjoying yourself, and I don't think less of you because of the sex itself. But I think some of the people you are attracting casually with little regard on your part really like you, and that you are sending them mixed and hurtful messages and that it's not fair on them. Also, I am totally jealous.
4. Don't you think this has gone on long enough? Stop it. Grow up.
5. I'm so over you! Oh, by the way, I was so into you.
6. I love and appreciate your friendship so much. So much I think it might be weird to try to express to you. It's not weird, you are just awesome, and I wish we spent more time together. You are the best.
7. I feel left out, and I'm not sure how to win you over to liking and including me.
8. I'm sorry for what I did to you, how I treated you. I shouldn't have done that, and given the option to go back and change things I would absolutely be better to you. I'm sorry, I really am.
9. You know what I think? I think you should have kissed me. I think we should be dating. I think if you gave us a chance I would surprise you at being just what you want and need. I think you should text me first, and I think you should buy me a drink, and I think you should kiss me. I think you should look back at me. I think you should care about what I think.
10. You rock. Thank you for everything you've done for me, continue to do for me, and know you will do for me in the future. I don't know what I'd do without you. You mean so much to me.
Feelings, I haz them.
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Date: 2010-11-15 09:21 pm (UTC)