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I do realise that I haven't updated this for nearly three months, but really, what does it matter? To tell the truth not much has changed. As to the missing stuff, I may or may not post the typed bits. Really, it all depends on my mood.
I have so much coursework it hurts. Geography graphs and maps and a draft method; History research for sources and an essay as well, an English essay that I haven't even started and the planning of my planning for my Biology. Which makes you wonder why I'm not doing it, doesn't it?
Its sooo weird to be in Year 11- everything feels exactly the same as year 10, but then people are talking about "This is your GCSE year" and everyone's talking about work experience now too. I think I'm gonna apply to a law firm of some sort, but which? And what type? Barristers? Solictors? CPS? Witness something-or-other?
Of course, this has added to the urgency for me to find extracurriculars that I can actually stand. I've joined the choir [again] and I'm writing for the school magazine. I'm also doing a Drama GCSE after school; that counts as extracurricular, right? Then theres the small play that I have stupidly volunteered to write for the Senior Drama Festival; I mean, why the hell did I do that? Especially since plays are, in my opinion, the absolute worse and last thing I would ever want to write. Although, I have also volunteered to write to a French girl in a penpal project, so maybe thats the last thing I'd want to write. I don't know which language were even meant to be writing in yet; me in French, her in English? Or half a letter in French, half in English each? And am I supposed to correct her English? I could really do with her correcting my awful French...
My writing has ground to a halt- not from lack of inspiration, and I'm frustrated or anything. Really, its just a lack of motivtion. Its strange- when I went to London I was so completely consumed with the desire- the need- to write, it was desperate and frantic. And now instead I feel... at peace I guess. It's kinda strange.
Anyway, I gess I should go do some of my Geography graphs..
I have so much coursework it hurts. Geography graphs and maps and a draft method; History research for sources and an essay as well, an English essay that I haven't even started and the planning of my planning for my Biology. Which makes you wonder why I'm not doing it, doesn't it?
Its sooo weird to be in Year 11- everything feels exactly the same as year 10, but then people are talking about "This is your GCSE year" and everyone's talking about work experience now too. I think I'm gonna apply to a law firm of some sort, but which? And what type? Barristers? Solictors? CPS? Witness something-or-other?
Of course, this has added to the urgency for me to find extracurriculars that I can actually stand. I've joined the choir [again] and I'm writing for the school magazine. I'm also doing a Drama GCSE after school; that counts as extracurricular, right? Then theres the small play that I have stupidly volunteered to write for the Senior Drama Festival; I mean, why the hell did I do that? Especially since plays are, in my opinion, the absolute worse and last thing I would ever want to write. Although, I have also volunteered to write to a French girl in a penpal project, so maybe thats the last thing I'd want to write. I don't know which language were even meant to be writing in yet; me in French, her in English? Or half a letter in French, half in English each? And am I supposed to correct her English? I could really do with her correcting my awful French...
My writing has ground to a halt- not from lack of inspiration, and I'm frustrated or anything. Really, its just a lack of motivtion. Its strange- when I went to London I was so completely consumed with the desire- the need- to write, it was desperate and frantic. And now instead I feel... at peace I guess. It's kinda strange.
Anyway, I gess I should go do some of my Geography graphs..
