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altogetherisi) wrote2009-04-17 05:03 pm
altogetherisi) wrote2009-04-17 05:03 pm
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Gah
I feel so crap.
Just, tired, but not, I've just done a lot of work kinda tired, the mere thought of doing anything makes me want to curl up and hide kinda tired. It's not real tiredness I don't think, although I haven't really eaten anything today, or much yesterday really, so I guess that might just perhaps have something to do with it. But a good portion must be psychological. Because I feel low. I'm not yawning, but I do feel a little like crying. And I just want to avoid people. And movement. The thought of writing anything makes me feel physically ill. Or maybe that's the food situation as well. I just don't want to think about it. I'm supposed to go out in a bit, but I really don't feel like I can face it. There are so many things I should have done, need to do, but I not only can't really bring myself to, can't muster any enthusiam to do anything, the mere idea of doing anything makes me shrink away from it.
Eurgh.
Just, tired, but not, I've just done a lot of work kinda tired, the mere thought of doing anything makes me want to curl up and hide kinda tired. It's not real tiredness I don't think, although I haven't really eaten anything today, or much yesterday really, so I guess that might just perhaps have something to do with it. But a good portion must be psychological. Because I feel low. I'm not yawning, but I do feel a little like crying. And I just want to avoid people. And movement. The thought of writing anything makes me feel physically ill. Or maybe that's the food situation as well. I just don't want to think about it. I'm supposed to go out in a bit, but I really don't feel like I can face it. There are so many things I should have done, need to do, but I not only can't really bring myself to, can't muster any enthusiam to do anything, the mere idea of doing anything makes me shrink away from it.
Eurgh.